I honestly miss school. Although, there are better teachers than others. Either way, I miss them all. It's hard having to see your friends only when they're free from homework or just the weekend. I feel very secluded.
My Immune system is not running at max and I can't be around crowds. No amusement parks. No movies. No restaurants. No grocery shopping. Just staying at home or in the hospital.
Having Cancer really puts a totally new perspective on life. I feel its really cliche to say this, but I now cherish all the good moments in my day. Doesn't matter how tiny or how noticeable it is, its a moment that I will never relive and its important to cherish it.
One day, I'll proudly say "I beat Cancer.", "I'm a Cancer Survivor." But for now, I can say, go away Cancer, I have better things to focus on!
"I'm a survivor, I'm not gonna give up, I'm not gon' stop, I'm gonna work harder"-Destiny's Child
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